In the beginning..........

I was born down under in Australia, Melbourne, on the 7 August 1972. To an Australian mother and a Swedish/Finish father. my father, who at a young age, in search of adventure, left Scandinavia for Australia, where he became a crocodile hunter!! Yes, my father was the original "crocodile hunter"... However, by the time I came along my father was a church minister!! Talk about career change! My father met my mother through the church he belonged to in Melbourne. I grew up in a very Religious home, as you can imagine. But I am thankful for it in many ways. It gave me a great sence of the difference between right and wrong. My mother is a very strong woman, I get my confidence from her.
As a kid I had the good and bad fortune to live in different countries. Good, as in that I had the chance at a very young age to meet people from different back grounds. This really helped shape who I am today. Bad, as in it is never easy as a kid being uprooted from your school and friends to a new country with a new language and starting from the beginning each time. Here is a short acount of my moving around as a kid; at 7 left Australia for Sweden, 10 off to Finland, at 12 back to Australia, and at 14 back to Sweden again...

I grew up as the younger of 2 brotheres, untill age 15 when my parents had yet another boy! I was such a tiny kid, at 15 I was 5 foot tall(150cm), and weighed in at just over 80lbs. (37kg)... At about this age is when I started to get into ice skating. We were back in Sweden again, and it was something I had spent a year doing when I was 9. I had missed it and wanted to start up again. I was lucky to have the opportunity to train for a very good russian coach who had just started working in my club. At this time in my life, skating started to take up all my time. It was going well. I won the Swedish junior championships at age 18.

At 17, I finally start coming into puberty and shooting up in hight, years after all my peers. Some how though, it never effected me very much, my skating was fueling my confidence. School was left a bit on the back burner at this time, I was doing preparitory studies for architecture. But all I could concentrate on was my skating. It was around this age I started to realize that I might be gay. It took a few years for me to come to an acceptance of who I was. Especailly growing up in a very Religious home. My family is also a very athletic one. My mother was a sprinter in her youth. My father lifts weight, still to this day, My older brother has been bodybuilding since he was 18, and my younger brother at the age of 17 is now getting into triathlon! I was spending alot of time training at the Swedish sports institute in Stockholm from 18 and on. Where I got to work with some of the best strength and fitness experts in Sweden, developing my traing program.

At age 22 my life took a big change. My family had decided to move back to Oz once again, but without me this time. Sweden now was definately my home. However, right before my familly left, I had a knee injury. Resulting in the end of my competitive career. I could still skate, but hours of training every day and tripple jumps, were out of the qustion. I didn't know at this time, if my knee was going to get better, or if it was the end of my skating for good. Well, my family leaving, was my coming out to myself, and experiencing my first sex, gay or other wise.... It was a very exciting time for me. This is also when I finally picked up the weights to develop muscles, other than for skating,I started to eat more and the first few months saw dramatic results, this was the beginning of my changed body image. And then.......

Almost out of the blue, I got a phone call from the US offering me a job as a skater with Disney on Ice!! 4 weeks later I found myself in Mexico city on my first tour. I remember arriving and being called the big sweede!! Me big!! what a change!! But they had never seen me before. That was a big adjustment for me! During the next 6 years I had the opportunity to travel the world doing what I loved to do the most... no not sex! Skate!! And get payed for it!! It was an amazing time in my life, probably the best, so far.... I arrived at my first show and could for the first time in my life be honest to everybody and myself about who I was!! I have so many great memories and friendships from this time in my life. It was amazing to just be coming out, and traveling to all these amazing cities.. All those hot men!! It was quite overwealming for me!!

My first 2 years show skating I was just one of the corus boys. But I learned alot about performing during this time, and within a year of coming back from another knee injury( which I sustained during my second year, in Japan, disslocating and fracturing the knee cap), I was offered my first principal staring role! What a great feeling that was! I continued for another 4 years skating in staring roles until finally leaving the show at age 29 back in Mexico city were I had started.

This was one of the darker chapters in my life, the decision to leave my skatig in Mexico to persue a modeling career, in Mexico city, did not end up as I had inteded. Somebody I had put all my trust in seriously let me down, unfortunately it ended up beeing a very costly misstake for me. My modeling agency brought me in very little work, but I had decided to try and stick it out for a year to learn spanish. I lasted 6 month..... However a few good things came out my stay here. I got the oportunity to work as an aerial acrobat, with a troup of gymnasts,and a great coreographer. Performing at nightclubs and special events, working on the "silk". It was great to take the "web act" that I had learned a year earlier, for the role of Tarzan in the ice show, a step further. I also grew up in the sence that I learned that not all people in this world are good, I had just never experienced someone taking advantage of me before! I guess I had lived quite a protected life. Always surounded by good people. It was a hard leason.....but also an important one!

Escaping back to Australia before my 30th birthday, and licking my wounds, it took me a few months to regroup, and try and figure out which way my life was heading. Porn, was something I had thought about persueing for many years, but it was never the right time, that was, until now!!! While down under with my parents I started getting back into my skating and was teaching skating at the local skating rink. It was great to be working with kids!!

So this is when I got myself in contact with the porn industry, through good friend, fellow Aussie pornstar Joe Foster, he put me in contact with John Ruthford the then head of Falcon. With all the good things I had heard about John form Joe, I knew that this was the person I wanted to be working with! And I knew that my look would fit in great at Falcon! They were coming to shoot a movie in Sydney during the gay games, and I was going to be there competing, in the skating of course! My first competition in 7 years!!! The timing was perfect, things in my life have always had a way of falling into place at exacctly the right time! I came up to Sydney, where I met the wonderful Chi-Chi LA Rue who directed me in my first scene! It went great!! some things in your life you just know that you are ment to do!! A few days later I signed an exclusive contract with Falcon! Oh yes, and I won 2 gold medels at the gay games, it made for quite an awesome week!!

After finally feeling that my life was getting back on track, after the dissaster which was Mexico for me. I had the chance to move to Amsterdam, once again my timing was perfect! A friend was opening a night club there and offered me to come and work as a bartnder. It was all the excuse I needed to leave Australia. I was really missing Europe, and I was having a hard time living the life I had become used to around my religous family. I needed my freedom, to be me!!

I have been in Amsterdam for just about 3 years now. During this time I have gone through 2 great years as a Falcon exclusive. But recently decided that it was time for me to go it on my own. Which is now giving me the oportunity to work with other great, companies, directors, and models. Most recently with John Ruthford who is now the head of Colt! After living like a gipsy for so many years, it feels wonderful to be settled here in Amsterdam, and have a "normal" life. It has even seen me have my first real relationship! As I fell in love for the first time.....

I feel there is so much more for me to say, but I will just have to leave that for the book...lol I have been very fortunate to have already lived at least 2 full lives, and still ready for more!

The future..... well, I am involved in some great film productions coming soon, During the next year I will be concentrating on training for the Out Games in Montreal next summer (July 06). And the future after that??? Well, who knows, I have many times made plans of were I wanted my life to go, and surprised myself even more times at the directions it has taken. I have learned to always take the chances and opportunities that life gives you! I would never have though at age 18 that I would have done everything that I have, and be where I am today! So I never let my plans rule me, just let life take me were it takes me, but with a strong hand to steer.